Been out of action for quite some time, wanting to write but never actually being able to find the time or just the mood to pen down the slivers of thoughts for there were way too many of them.
The year ended and also started on a positive note..December went by pretty fast with most of it being spent with family and functions. It was also a very confusing time for me cause my heart had finally had enough of my mind and was yearning to beat again… Guess it was a calling which I didn't understand first or simply put didn't want to ( had seen enough of both sides of the coin and didn't really want to land a bad penny). However as the new year dawned the yearning became even more stronger and the conversations didn't confuse or scare me anymore.I was ready to take a chance, ready to jump of the cliff and hopefully fly ( even though my wings were broken and I had not flown in a very very long time). Only time will tell if I will soar gracefully or fall flat on my tushy but I am glad that I took the risk cause the feeling is great even though the mind frequently hijacks those feeling and tries to rationalize and paint them back into black n white
‘ Chained by their attitudes they are slaves, they have fortified their freedom..but risk must be taken , a leap into the unknown... to hope, to trust, to take a chance..to take to the floor and start the dance of life ‘