Mukamaal Jahan ( complete world)

05:15pm- Coming back from work .. was so tired that could barely open my eyes..and as usual work was still on my mind.The cab had stopped at one of the traffic signal near office and here I saw something dat is still on my mind ( n hence me jotting it down..hopefully will take off the visual) ...It was a boy ( about 12-13 yrs) who was standing in front of a drink joint and crying..all alone... Guess must have been one of the workers employed by the bar guy. I've seen a lot of people crying but there was something so painful on his face that made my heart wrench. I sooo wanted to get down and give him a big hug and tell him its going to be alright.. Its his age to go to school and enjoy his childhood instead here he was working to clean up after drunkards and probably a fat & ugly owner..was he beaten up by the owner ?? or some drunkard ?? or did he have enough of the filth around him and all he could do was cry cause he could change his situation ??

Reminds me of Galibs sher "Kabhi kisi ko mukammal jahaan nahin miltaa, Kahin zameen to kahin aasmaan nahin miltaa" ...

Kyun zindagi itne majboor ho jate hai ki hum apne kismat ko badal nahi saktey ? hhhmmm... leave you with that thought for now.

Trip to Amballa- Back to ole town- 26 Mar 09

This is one trip I want remember for a long time.. coming to Amballa after 14yrs brings back all memories with Chikoo, Romi Mamu, Pappi Masi, Daddyji, Jujhar Mamu, Honey et all… I don’t know why but all my life I have been closer to mum’s side of da family ( maybe cause I was da first grandchild in their family and also da only girl child in the da family for almost 16yrs till of course Shagun was born.. n wht a beautiful baby she was!). I have da best childhood memories only in Daddyji’s house ( Daddy being my Nanaji /granddad)..Today morning we all were talking about the days during monsoon when we used to plug the drains of da front veranda, water clogging it in a small shallow swimming pool and how Pappi masi n all da kids wud pretend to be swimming in a pool and all wud dance 2 hindi songs ..or da times during summer when we wud sleep on the terrace with machardani’s and the first thing dat we wud see sometimes on da airforce grounds when we got up was ppl going to clear their tummy’s out in da open wid their cups of water…Chikoo and me would be giggling our hearts out at mamu making jokes about those ppl..like da speed of the persons walk determining how badly they wanted to go or when someone had loose’s.. LOL !!!

Of course Daddyji’s house is not there anymore to stay now since Mamu is building a new house in its place. N that being an excuse for all for us to meet up after a very long time and me getting to see all in 14yrs… Dristi & Honey have grown so BIG !!! n taller than me too ! Of course goes without saying how handsome they look ( good looks run in the family: )).. Am sure they have loads of girlfriends. well yet to meet Bunney and Amarjeet masaji.. Babbo masi hasn’t changed a bit same ole sweetheart.. no wonder she is called a Gaaoo.. Sheesh I wish I could a few more days and revisit all the places ( specially my school)… but I guess will have to suffice with just a taste of my past for now.. But will surely came back for more ..Hopefully meeting rest of da family members that time round… Cheers to wishful thinking :)

My First Blackberry-Yipppeeeee !!! (23 Mar 09)

I seriously need ot reach to dis !!!! traaaa la la la tra la la la ( doing my victory dance, jumping with joy ).. lalalalalalalalala.. I have got a blackberry.. lalalala!!!!!!

Ok now dat I have reacted and jumped with joy let me give a bit of background on y I am so HAPPY ! Mamu gifted me a blackberry !! Its like a dream come true for me ( if you’d see my current phone you’d know why I am so happy… its an antique piece meant to be kept in a museum) Finally I have a a kewl phone…But I think it will take a while 2 get used to using da device and also its pretty chunky.. but hey not complaining ..chalta hai ..its kewl !!! Have to remember to thank mamu 4 it.. guess it pays to be his fav ....I luv him 2 bits and luv the way he calls me “vinnu beta”.. I am soooo luking forward to meeting him …first time after Chik’s death.. I wish u were here Chikad..V both wud have had sooo much fun ( !).. Miss u bhai :’(… I hope u sitting up there and sharing my excitement :)

Okies now I gotta sign off.. Let me spend some time exploring my blackberry :)..